Ketika mendengar
lagu dari The Script ( lagi-lagi The Script ) yeahh cos I really love this
band. The Script itu band yang luar biasa menurutku. Ok judul lagunya adalah If
You Could see me now,,,nih lirik lagunya.
“ If You Could See Me Now”
It was February 14 Valentine's
Day
The roses came but they took you
away
Tattooed on my arm is a charm to
disarm all the harm
Gotta keep myself calm but the
truth is you're gone
And I'll never get to show you
these songs
Dad you should see the tours that
I'm on
I see you standing there next to
Mom
Both singing along, yeah arm in
arm
And there are days when I'm
losing my faith
Because the man wasn't good he
was great
He'd say "Music was the home
for your pain"
And explained I was young, he
would say
Take that rage, put it on a page
Take the page to the stage
Blow the roof off the place
I'm trying to make you proud
Do
everything you did
I hope you're up there with God
saying "That's my kid!"
[Chorus:]
I still look for your face in the
crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if
you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or
take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if
you could see me now)
If you could see me now would you
recognize me?
Would you pat me on the back or
would you criticize me?
Would you follow every line on my
tear-stained face
Put your hand on a heart that was
cold
As the day you were taken away?
I know it's been a while but I
can see you clear as day
Right now, I wish I could hear
you say
I drink too much, and I smoke too
much dutch
But if you can't see me now that
shit's a must
You used to say I wont know a
wind until it crossed me
Like I wont know real love 'til
I've loved and I've lost it
So if you've lost a sister,
someone's lost a mom
And if you've lost a dad then
someone's lost a son
And they're all missing out, yeah
they're all missing out
So if you get a second to look
down on me now
Mom, Dad I'm
just missing you now
I still look for your face in the
crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if
you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or
take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if
you could see me now)
Oh, oh Would you call me a saint
or a sinner?
Would you love me a
loser or winner?
When I see my face in the mirror
We
look so alike that it makes me shiver
I
still look for your face in the crowd
Oh
if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would
you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh
if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Yeah
I'm just missing you now
Sumpah saat liat videonya di
youtube,,air mata ga kebendung. Video klipnya sih biasa tapi ketika pertama
denger tuh lagu dan resapi liriknya,,tes tes air mata netes deh. Lagu ini about
how struggle people when they losed someone they loved. Aku memang belum pernah
ditinggal selama-lamanya oleh orang yang ku sayang,,hanya saja my parents
divorced when I was child,,so since I was eight years old, live without father
itu yang harus aku hadapi. Kalaupun aku bahagia,,ya tetap aja kebahagiaan itu,
kebahagiaan yang ada cacatnya. Saat yang lain ketika terima rapot bisa
menunjukkan kepada ayahnya, aku,,,,yahhh *udahh ahh mulai meloww nih*
Salut juga sih sama orang-orang yang
bisa survive dan mereka mampu melampui masa-masa saat kehilangan orang yang
mereka cintai, terutama orang tua. Temanku yani dan mamet, masing-masing dari
mereka sudah kehilangan ibu dan ayahnya, but now look at them, mereka
happy-happy aja, meskipun aku tahu yani masih susah untuk menerima hal ini.
Buat yani dan mamet kalau kalian baca ini, percaya deh orang tua kalian sedang
di surga, mungkin sekarang mereka lagi gosipin kalian berdua,,hehehe.
Harusnya aku benar-benar besrsyukur
kedua orang tuaku masih ada, bahkan I have 2 mom’s hahaha of course step
mother,,kalau ada yang tanya, apakah
kamu marah dengan kondisi saatmu? Ya,,masa-masa sulit untuk menerima kenyataan
ini ada,,aku pernah seperti orang gila disekolah, waktu SD bahkan ga ada yang
mau jadi temanku. Ga tahu kenapa mungkin mereka sirik aja hahaha. Tapi benar
aku baru bisa menerima hal itu mungkin ketika usiaku 18,,jelang kuliah. I said
to my self,,ok anisa it’s time for you to forgive your dad,,,karena aku percaya
mereka melakukan hal ini karena alasan tertentu. Yuuppp,,all I do hanya
memaafkan dan selalu mendokan,,mendoakan itu yang saya lakukan tiap malam.
Kirim surat al fatihah, tidak hanya kepada orang tua kita yang telah meninggal.
Tapi meskipun masih hidup kirim saja al fatihah kepada mereka. Mom dad I just
missing you now, *nangis*.
Aku cuman bisa pesan aja,,kalau kalian
saat ini living with your parents sayangi mereka,,you really missed them when
they’r not in beside you. So…ketika mereka masih ada,,sayangi mereka ga peduli
meskipun nyawa kalian harus dikorbankan, buat orang tua kita.
Ga tahu lagi mau nulis apa
lagi,,,tarik nafas dulu yah. Weelll intinya adalah ketika kamu kehilangan
seseorang yang kamu sayangi, ini bukan lah akhir dari segalanya. Lihatlah di
luar sana masih banyak orang yang jauh kehilangan orang yang mereka
cintai,,,dan mereka tetap berjuang untuk hidup. Coretan kata-kata dibawah ini
buat kalian yang udah kehilangan orang tua kalian…
Good Night Mom Dad,,what you doing
out there? Remembered when I was child, when I was naughtier you will angry, when
I was sad,,you guys pray for me. Mom Dad what you doing out there,this is your
child,,I don’t know where im goin without you.
Mom Dad look,,im graduated. Mom Dad
look,,I have job. Mom Dad look,,I will married. Mom Dad look you have a
grandchild. Mom Dad look,,I can reach my dream,,Mom Dad can you see me now. Mom
Dad im just missing you now,,can you see me from heaven. Tell to God that’s my
kid,take care of her/him God.
Udah itu aja yah,,,huhhh *hela nafas
sambil nyeka air mata* apapun orang tua
kalian, kondisinya bagaimanapun be proud of them. Love You mom and dad,,from
your child.